Thank you

I is not always easy being friends with me. I am a funny guy that cares a great deal for his loved ones. Maybe sometimes I even care too much. I desperately try to be there for my friends, whenever they need me. I sacrifice my time and money for them, but that's all right, because nothing makes me more happy than to see my friends laugh and be happy.
But I can be a realy pain in the ass too, me constantly worrying about my friends well being might be just a little much to take for some of them. I am very insecure and my constant fear of losing friends drives me to act as I do. I fear anything less than 150% of my support won't be enough and I failed to realise that I drove so many of them away because of it.
Not only did I sacrifice my time and money as mentioned above but also my health. It is easy to forget your problems when you try to fix your friends'. But slowly and steadily my problems multiplied. I tried to burry them deep inside of me, but one day I could not hold them inside of me and they burst out all at once.
Now my friends have to deal with me, and I feel so bad about it. I love to help them but when I need their support I always feel like using them. But I didn't listen to my body trying to tell me something was wrong, and now it is too late for me to fix everything on my own.


Well looking back at the paragraph above it seems as I want to cry about my current situations but actually I intended just to do the opposite.
I want to say thank you to someone. We know each other for more than seven years and are friends ever since. And all this time you were always there for me and I never heard you complain about me, even though you probably had some opportunities to do so. When I talk to you or do stuff with you I can be myself, we make each other love and I really enjoy your company and the things we have in common. And even now when I feel like shit you still manage to make me smile. I know I expected you to put up with a lot lately and for that I apologise. But you are my best friend and I couldn't be happier about it. This friendship means so much for me words cannot even describe it.
I already said some of this to you in person, but I wrote these words so everyone could see them.

Thank you for being friends with me, thank you for being able to endure my bad times and not complain about it, and thank you for all the fun we had together and most of all thank you for all the good times we will have in the future.